Deja Vu!! o.O

It was like three four days ago. I was lazing around

when mama came in and started talking about some shoes she saw.

And then I felt it...

I felt as if the moment was repeating itself.

Hold on, dont shun me :p I'll explain. It was like,

I felt as if it has happened before. As if I have lived that moment before.

Arrrgh! Its frustrating if you STILLL think Im talking in my sleep!

SO guys who understand me can move on with the post. Others, ban bang, shoot you, I dont care! :p

So all the psychology wannabes, nerds PLUS the smarty pants! You might have heard of this, or you might already know it well, but I dont give a damnnnn cos its interesting to me! :p

Anyway, what I felt before, the moment repeating thingy, its pretty normal. DejaVu! I googled and it shows that a lotta people go through it, thus, proving that Im not nuts. >.<

Well, now that Im not freaked out by it anymore, it aint happening again! Pah... so much for the research.

So all in all, its pretty cool and I just felt like sharing it =) Now Im gonna eat this big chocolate cake with nuga cream, hazelnut topping, and.. uh oh! Adios. o.O

PS. I recently found out the meaning of my name. Wheeeeee! Mama says it means ceremony.. you know celebrating kinda thingy. So here I go, celebrating :p

The rainy post..! :p

Tip, tip, tip... yeah! Just listen to the sound of the rain one day.. Its gonna be so relaxing.. At least, for me it is! I've always said, rain represents freedom.. its always makes me think about being free, independent. You know, as in, the rain drop are caught in the clouds for soooo many days, and they finally get free! Ahh, Im talking crazy now.. that happens most of the time.


Anyway, its the rainy season , and i plan to enjoy everyyyyyy second of it. Mama doesnt seem to like it, but still. There are still two months for school to start, and Im like sooo fed up of the hols. Never imagined that was possible! The stupid computer carried himself off to male', so im stuck in this red land with no connection.

Strangely, I have this strooong urge to study reaaaally hard for the next two years, but doesnt it always fade away when you start school? For me, it always goes that way, no matter how determined I am. Im just hoping it will change this time..

So all in all, Im just lazing around with nothing to do except counting furniture. Pah! Catch ya around.. until then, tc(:

The weird post..!

"Mama, can I reach the stars?"
"No honey, you can't reach them.. They are far too high for you"

"But mama, will it be a happy place?"
"Oh yes my sweet little girl. Its gonna be a very, very happy place"

"Okay.. I wanna reach the stars. I wanna be happy"
"How many time did mama tell you, you CANT reach them!"

"I'll try. your girl would reach for the stars mama... you might find me back with the moon. It would be a very very happy time"

"love??!"

A girl, with the inane rules so unfair,
Yet, she threw all her caution to the air..
Accepted a first wave, winking..
Brought in a first rose, thinking
Oh my god, is this love?

He spoke to her, words of love so comforting
Happy, so happy was a girl to finally meet her "prince charming"
Yes, she had eyes only for one..
Trusting, adoring, finally believing in "the one"
Is it really love?

Suddenly, the world became a happier place.
Oh, how laughter brightened a dullest face.
She soared high, high above the clouds
Nobody could mar the face held high, so proud
So is THIS what they called love?

Together, they hoped, wished, dreamed
Not for a moment were they sad,
Yes happy, so happy was this one girl
to have found beauty in a unique pearl
Yes, love-it seems- exists after all

The sense of triumph never lasts long,
Yes, the storms threatened happiness, so strong
Simple, sweet moments she always longed for,
Oh why, they just never came anymore
Yet, wasn't it still love?

She struggled, to pull the strings together
To keep the beautiful dream forever,
Yes. so hard did she fight,
No, nobody could steal the merry light
And not for a moment, would she still doubt- THIS IS LOVE!

But it took just one night
As love staged a walk out- it was only a fight
Yet, there fell apart a world.
Beautiful, bright; indeed, a lovely world
Dear God, where was the love?

So harsh, came a wounded cry,
No sun could ever let her tears dry.
The memories were sharper than a knife
Haunted, haunted shall she be all her life
Oh people, how cruel is love?