Changes, changes all over..!

sigh.

I feel guilty, for not updating much lately.

But I do I have a good excuse- life has been BUSY. Happening.

Remember how I rambled about moving to Lanka? well, THAT's where I am right now.

However, first things first. What have I been up to?

I worked in the SAARC summit in addu, and it was one of the best decisions I've ever made. I met some nice people, made new friends and learnt much. I was hell busy, since with the help of our supervisor from the president's office, Mr.Shuaib and my partner sharyf, I had to manage 50 students from local protocol, plus around 24 girls from foreign too. It was a tough, challenging and very enlightening experience. Moreover, I think Shuaib had been one inspirational leader to all of us, never stopping at anything and giving both of us much needed advice and guidance. i would always be thankful to him and his wife sophy, with whom I made good friends.

After a rather successful event, I left for the Youth Leadership Program. 40 students from almost all the atolls, 3 weeks in Bandos Island Resort and another learning experience. This time, one that would change my life for the better. Few memorable highlights and lessons from YLP stuck in my memory would be..

• The way my roommates helped me through everything. I remember how Riyasha neatly made stitches on my traditional dress with a needle and thread, even though she barely knew how to. She made me try it over and over again, fixing it till it was perfect. I remember how we all did yoga and danced. I remember taking dibs on toilet, the AWESOME food, boduberu, the many trips and everyone teasing me about so much stuff!






• How I sang for everyone on more than a few occasions. On the karaoke nights, during the 'cultural' day, and many a night under the huts till we were shooed off to bed.






• Learning to respect people, especially the Bangladeshi people in Maldives who are so mistreated, so degraded. Over and over again, I had the chance to think about how sorry a situation it was.






• I learnt how in a democracy, we have to discipline ourselves enough to be able to accept the fact that if the majority of the people think along the same lines, I have to respect the decisions made according to them as long as my rights are preserved. EVEN THOUGH my opinions may differ.






• I also learnt that I didn't need to have power, in order to make a change. There are certain things which I can do as an individual, or in a small group to make things better. Even the simplest thing we do, could turn the world around. And this we know, from the many inspirational people around the world.






• From all the very inspiring lecturers we had, someone who inspired me very much was the judge from high court in Maldives Shujoon, who was the first judge in Maldives. She was so in control, so poised and I think is a great example for all the girls like me. Really, makes you wanna say, "Go,Woman!!!" :P






• Our facilitators Falak, Shaam and Naaj were the best ever. We all loved them and they were all so helpful throught the whole program. And even though I had wailed and screamed so much at Shaam for shooing us off from the TV at lights out time, I think the three of them did everything so perfectly.






• The program has changed the way I thought about SO MUCH stuff, that its difficult to point out everything. However, I will always remember the stuff I learnt and would always be thankful to Democracy House and Mr. Dean for giving me the best three weeks of my life.






• Throughout the program, Sal and Naafi were two people who pushed us always, to excel and do our best. And for this, I'd always be thankful to both of them.






• Sal has been the most inspiring person I met throughout it all. People like her, they make me want to be a better person. Moreover, she is hope. For me, and for many young people out there.. because she is proof that there ARE adults who listen to young people. People who think that what we say and think, matter. And these, are only few of the many reasons why I think she'd be the best mentor I could ever have.

So.. How is Colombo treating me?

Oh my, this has turned out to be one LONG post. About Lanka, I think that would be another update. I have still not adjusted well and my laptop is arriving in a few weeks, so I guess I'd be updating regularly from then onwards. Till then, adios :)

One Fairytale Dream

One of these days I'd have my own family
People whom I'd hold close, oh so dearly
I have so much love in my heart, to give
To those special people for whom one day, I'll live

The man I so long ago dreamed to meet
A husband ever so strong, ever so handsome, ever so sweet
I'd be his sunshine, in every way I can
And one in a million, would be my man

A daughter,sugar and spice and all things nice
As pretty as a doll, but nonetheless wise
Daddy's lil princess, so true
And a mommy's girl through and though

And then, a lil boy to call my own
A son, with a gazillion toys would he be strown
Naughty , fun, spoiled lil boy he would be so,
But of course, only to grow into a loving son forevermore

This would one day be my world
One lil family to cherish, to love and to hold
So perfect a world, one love-filled stream
Dear god, may this one day be more than a mere teenager's dream

Life Turns Around..

Don't even ask me, even I don't know where that ^ came from :P

Sooo.. How have I been? Good, I guess. But really bored, though..

Anyway, my life is about to face "HUGE" changes, whether good or bad, I'm not sure. I am about to move to Colombo next month, and start college their. I am doing a degree in Mass Communication and I have my fingers crossed that I wouldn't regret it.

I am also going to be staying on my own, with some people I have never met. These horrible thoughts keep crossing my mind about it.. I mean, what if they hate me? What if they hate the fact that I can't still cook that well? :/

I have been there several times before, but it has always been for one week vacations with my lil family. I guess I'm in for the long ride this time.

I'm still in Addu, dad won't send me back till its time to move and I think he's being way unreasonable, of course. At first I hated being away from my friends, but now I think I've kinda started seeing another side to it too. Of course I miss my friends and I'm very bored, but all this time to myself has given me a lot of brain work, and I have come to terms with some of the awful things that has been happening to me recently. Still, I can't wait to go back!

What else is new.. Raif, my only sibling (13yrs), is sick. We stayed at the hospital with him last night, and all the time I kept thinking about how much I love him even though I fight with him all the time. He's back at home now, and doing better. Here's the lil guy in the hospital .. Get well soon, brother bear, dhontha loves you.
And I totally forgot about something. A pic of my favorite birthday gift! It's this classy 818 Women Gift Set with a sterling silver necklace, from my grandfather. Usually, my favorite would have been something a lot simpler, but this one is really really special for me. Why? Because it's from my grandpa and it means a lot to me, especially because he bought it in pink and he has such great taste. Here's a pic :)



Well.. that's about it, me and my funny little life. I'll be back LATER! :)

If Only..

If only I had one
A friend, a trustee,
One to call my very own sister..

I would have brushed her hair oh so fine..

I would have helped her with clothes and shopping
And we'd have brought down the mall together

I would have held her when she cried,
Told her to be stronger
And then when she does stop, we would have kicked the person who made her cry

I would have painted her nails pink
Given her such lovely makeovers,
Of course we'd fight but we'd always get through with smiles

If only I had my very own sister,
Someone I can turn to no matter what,
I'd have loved her so very much

PS. That aint my sister in the pic, but someone who is just like one :)