Before the rains..

I wish you could see
The place where I was free
I wish you could see
Me when I was happy
I think you would have liked me

I wish you could live
The times I wasn't as pensive
I wish you could live
The day I had nothing to forgive
I think you would have liked me

I wish you had known me,
Before life drained me,
I wish I had known you,
Before I lost faith in people.
You would have liked me.

I wish you could have laughed
With me, till the day faded
Seen how carefree I was
Before darkness took over
You would have liked me

I wish you could have heard,
The music in my heart,
Felt the way I loved,
Before it was wrenched out of me
I think would have liked me

I wish you could know that girl
Who was once brave and beautiful
That girl who didn't know of malice or jealousy
Or pain, evil or life's cruelty
I think, that girl would have blown you away.

I wish she could have known you,
Seen the love in your eyes,
The kindness in your heart,
And the hope in your smile
I know she'd have fallen in love with you a million times over.

I wish you could understand
When people fail you so much,
When life disappoints you to no end,
How it could break a heart beyond repair.

The rainy post..! :p

Tip, tip, tip... yeah! Just listen to the sound of the rain one day.. Its gonna be so relaxing.. At least, for me it is! I've always said, rain represents freedom.. its always makes me think about being free, independent. You know, as in, the rain drop are caught in the clouds for soooo many days, and they finally get free! Ahh, Im talking crazy now.. that happens most of the time.


Anyway, its the rainy season , and i plan to enjoy everyyyyyy second of it. Mama doesnt seem to like it, but still. There are still two months for school to start, and Im like sooo fed up of the hols. Never imagined that was possible! The stupid computer carried himself off to male', so im stuck in this red land with no connection.

Strangely, I have this strooong urge to study reaaaally hard for the next two years, but doesnt it always fade away when you start school? For me, it always goes that way, no matter how determined I am. Im just hoping it will change this time..

So all in all, Im just lazing around with nothing to do except counting furniture. Pah! Catch ya around.. until then, tc(: